burned.

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tragedy

It is all lost-
Gone. Despair!
No more.
It is done.
Finished.
A fatality
Of the heart.
Flatlined logic
Of mind.
A casualty
Of soul.
Tears of
Future rue
Untold
fall now
Urged
By the
heavy price
Paid.
Longing for
The deep
Never embraced
Higher Love
Carried away
by the shelter
In your eyes
Never more.
Lost.
I am with out
A home
In your heart.
Torn away
In one instant
By jealous rage
That could not
understand
the purity of
Emotions
Never dared
defiled.
Gone.
Lost.
Ache.
Pain.
Love
Never
To be
Whole
Again.
Please say
Love
We will
Find a way
To be
again?
For
Surely
I will
Burn to ashes
And float
Helplessly
In a thousand
Directions
On the
Wind
Just to
fall into you
To Be
near you
Once again.

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Adam아담's picture

SSmoothie...

I know this hurts. I've been torn recently as well. Is this still how you feel?


Cheers,
Adam_San

SSmoothie's picture

I'm ok Adam :) thankyou for caring

I tend to write deeper than I feel, I felt this years ago, just purging I suppose. I tend to "dramatize" everything its what I do day in day out so... yeah dont worry about rants etc. if i ever feel down, really down I promise I will put an authors note with an * ;) How have you been!!??? you certainly have been through the wars lately! life certainly is something very difficult to circumnavigate. I pray your getting through and staying strong in who you are. Dont let anyone take you away from you! hugSS


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."

Adam아담's picture

^__- Sounds like a plan.

I got through this last semester with an semester 3.0 gpa. It was a difficult time. I'm currently halfway through a field biology course in good ol' Michigan. Ever been there? The Michigan Dune's are truly worth seeing. Absolutely beautiful. One of my favorite plants is there on the dunes, called the sand cherry. You should look at it:
http://www.prairiemoon.com/image.php?id=2439&type=D

Anyway, I've been learning a lot, and its the kind of learning that is... 60% knowledge, 10% exam prep, and 30% life application. You know what I mean? I managed to write another poem, since being here at Michigan. Care to read it?
http://www.postpoems.org/authors/adam%E3%82%A2%E3%83%80%E3%83%A0%E4%B8%8...


Cheers,
Adam_San