Two People

Two people that i hate to see
Are standing right in front of me.
One is bad
One is mad
Both are as guilty as me
I feel like i can't breathe
I see these two everyday
There is no chance to get away.

I see one and i want to throw up
I see the other and i know I've given up
The problem is the past
The past made sure nothing would last.

Boy one took me on a bumpy ride
Boy two made me want to go and hide
Both are evil in my eyes
They are the only two that i despise
One made me shy
One made me cry
Both did damage that is hard to to repair
I want all of this to be out in the air

Boy one controlled
He was very cold
Boy two started a fight
It happened in the middle of the night

Boy one used confidence
Boy two used words

I wish that memory is what we lacked
So that we'd have our friendships back
But that is not the case
Our memories have not been erased.

So they remain two people that i hate.
How did this become our fate?
I hope that our fate will change
Cause hating them just feels so strange.

:'(

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Two guys i use to be friends with... aren't really my friends anymore :'(Obviously two very different things happened but they both ended with the same emotions... Hate and Sadness. I hate it but neither situation is something that can be fixed easily. This is my true thoughts about what happened in both situations. Yes i hate them for doing what they did, but one day i want all 3 of us to move past what happened. I want to be friends with both of them again.

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