Make you fucking realise

If you

Open your mouth one more time

I’ll feed the screams right into you

If you

Say what you think one more time

I’ll force all the truth into you



And you’ll buckle

Under the weight

And you’ll collapse

With all the self hate

See it from my eyes

The ones that saw

Them kick

Hit

Smack

Their lips as they parted

Gasped

Inhaled

Ready for more words

Is this enough?

You think this is fair



And it’ll kill you

When you remember I ran to you

And you said nothing

You thought I was overreacting

You thought I was lying



And you think it still

You think I’m wrong

I want to scream until I die

To make you fucking realise

You have no idea

What they put me through

And what I put me through

Till this day

Not a minute goes by

When I don’t hate myself a little bit



It starts from nothing

A wrong word

Walk the wrong way

Wrong turn of the wheel

Single mark on the face



And the answer stares so blindly

So innocent and so inviting

The hollowed skin

The dripping mess

The bottle of pills

Until you forget

Their taunts

Their screams

That lives with you

Every time you bleed



Open your mouth one more time

I’ll feed the screams right into you

If you

Say what you think one more time

I’ll force all the truth into you





If you

Dare think that you know better

I’ll cut my skin and make you know better

If you

Dare say what you said one more fucking time

I’ll end this pitiful life of mine

To make you fucking realise

Make you fucking realise

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Thia Alisha Araya von Sacher-Masoch's picture

Strong words and a fucking fantastic piece of poetry. Loved it.