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                                         Heavy Heart

Is this the way love feels?

Is love supposed to hurt?

Separated from my comfort zone I feel a lack of worth.

I feel a lack of growth in turn my growth has turned to gerth.

I've cried...

And the salty water stains have dried, I see them on my shirt.

Why would you tease me?

Why would you please me then leave me?

Making me believe the love we had was all thats needed.

And when you warned me otherwise the warning wasn’t heeded.

A knife went through my heart and now my heart will not stop bleeding.

If I were to just let go and let myself die….

Since I'm bleeding anyways my death would not be by surprise

I will feel a little comfort knowing that my end demise,

was brought upon myself by myself and only I.

Only I see the truth and only eyes see through lies

I've felt the pain of love and now I feel like I'm alive.

reincarnated as a phoenix that grows to a new form of being.

With a past reminding constantly the feelings I was fleeting.

Heart beating mind racing

realizing I'm facing

a new experience that supersedes my previous definition of love.

the dreaded L letter word.

I hate that word. I despise the words I've heard from the subtle tongue of hers.

Into the ears of mine, my ears don't see so words are blind.

i believe in it again in hopes that comfort i will find.

And if i must die again for love then take my life away.

I'll live again to die again to find the one for me.