1/17/02
I watch myself
I'm drowning
Under the waters edge
I smile, for real
For once, just once
Showing some true emotion
I watch myself
I see it now
My soul's slipping away
And God it’s bliss
Just total bliss
For the first time in so long
I'm happy, I’m dying
This is what I was born for
I’m happy, I’m dying
From a feeling I adore
I can feel this pain inching,
Somewhere far away
I think maybe my body is trying to explode
My lungs are screaming
OXEGEN
My brain says it’s okay
You always were my Oxygen
I could use a bit today
My soul is etched is scars
It looks just like my arms
'Cause I’ve been lost
So long, I’m sure
I could have never known the way
Somewhere, in my mind
Life is death
And death is life
Don’t cry
Just understand
All I’ve got to say
I was living to die
You were dying to live
And there was nothing left
That the world could give
All the pills man ever made
Couldn’t fill the empty space inside my body
Were I think the feelings supposed to be
But I just can’t remember
What life’s supposed to feel like
Last time I remember
I was looking in your eyes
The only thing I can remember
Is the blueness of your eyes
Enough to muffle out their cries
As I say blissful goodbyes
oh tori!im so glad you didnt succeed.the world would be barren without you,im praying you never do this again.much love in christ to you danibelle
this is amazing, once more im impressed with your work xx
This is really beautiful