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Who became the person I had been,

When everything I knew started collapsin?

Just changing, ranging from normal to psycho,

But I'm fightin, frightnin it's just like a light show.

I need it, help me, someone give it to me,

All the blood in my body has stopped runnin through me.

I can fake it and take it standin here like a man,

And I can endure, but I'm only sure that I don't know if I can.

Watch it falling all around me,

Now I've found me,

So much different than I had been,

Like some cage I had been trapped in.

Can't remember what it seemed like,

Overwhelmed by just how dream like,

All this feels.

I can't live with, I can't give this,

More than what I've done so far.

I'm so lost in how things are.



I don't think this is part of life,

To many other people.

Relive this nightmare every night,

Of watching you make me fall.

Cuz who I have been these past few years,

Somehow feels so different.

Hiding out from my last new fears,

Somehow feels so twisted.

Memories are skewed and blurry,

Childhood rushed in a hurry.

Maybe I just asked to lose it,

Didn't really want to use it.

      - Lo Ruhamah