Who became the person I had been,
When everything I knew started collapsin?
Just changing, ranging from normal to psycho,
But I'm fightin, frightnin it's just like a light show.
I need it, help me, someone give it to me,
All the blood in my body has stopped runnin through me.
I can fake it and take it standin here like a man,
And I can endure, but I'm only sure that I don't know if I can.
Watch it falling all around me,
Now I've found me,
So much different than I had been,
Like some cage I had been trapped in.
Can't remember what it seemed like,
Overwhelmed by just how dream like,
All this feels.
I can't live with, I can't give this,
More than what I've done so far.
I'm so lost in how things are.
I don't think this is part of life,
To many other people.
Relive this nightmare every night,
Of watching you make me fall.
Cuz who I have been these past few years,
Somehow feels so different.
Hiding out from my last new fears,
Somehow feels so twisted.
Memories are skewed and blurry,
Childhood rushed in a hurry.
Maybe I just asked to lose it,
Didn't really want to use it.
- Lo Ruhamah