With all the guys I know,
You'd think I'd have some hope.
With all the "friends" I've made,
You'd think this pain would fade.
Although I try to blow below this pain that I must undergo,
I try to shake away the sleep as I awake, it's just a fake, a big mistake, and now I break, but I can't make it, I just can't take it anymore, I hit the brake!
I feel like some kind of freak show,
I scream and cry, cuz I don't know,
The reason for my pain and death,
The reason I can't catch my breath.
I watch everybody die,
And they all watch as I cry.
No one wants to stay and help,
This bitter, lonesome welp.
I'd die for you, so try for me,
I've proved so true, you disagree.
I wish that I could know one's heart,
Before they tear my own apart.
Why is my life the way it is?
Why can't I just get out of this?
There's people all around me,
Why can't they try to be,
The friends that I need?
These tears that I bleed,
These "friends" make me scream,
Cuz, nothing's what it seems.
-Lo Ruhamah
I'd die for you, so try for me.
tis a great line.
You're sitting next to me as I write this, but hey. All is well. This...is great. There are a couple of fantastic lines I could stick in here to show the emphasis that I enjoyed, but...I won't. Bah. Goodnight. =)