PRETEND

LYiNG iN MY BED

EYES FULL OF TEARS

SUDDENLY COMiNG TRUE

iS ALL OF MY FEARS



MY DEEP SORROW

iS DRiViNG ME iNSANE

ALL i WANT iS

TO HEAL THiS PAiN



BROKEN HEARTED

i WANT TO SCREAM AND YELL

BUT i MUST NEVER SAY

HOW HARD i FELL



AS THE SUN BEGiNS TO RiSE

i WiPE MY EYES AND PASTE ON A SMiLE

AND ONCE AGAiN

iLL PRETEND EVERYTHiNG iS FiNE FOR AWHiLE

Author's Notes/Comments: 

iTS EASiER TO PRETEND THAT YOUR OK THEN TO ADMiT WHAT iS REALLY WRONG. BUT iTS NO FUN TO HiDE BEHiND A FAKE SMiLE ALL THE TiME

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