Cursed?

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May 2007

Not sure of where I am heading

But I know that it is not good

Trying to fix what is broken

But maybe it is causing more damage than it is worth



I am content with feeling down

Because it is all I know

I am tired of hiding my pain

So with my scars I will finally let it show



Give up on fixing me, I no longer care to try

It has taken me so long to get to the point where I don't give in and cry

My emotions are running wildly and it is getting harder to fight

I no longer believe in tomorrow because I am not sure I can make it through tonight



I am hanging on by a single thread

One wrong move, I would end up dead

That is not as bad as it sounds

At least not when the lonliness surrounds



Slowly losing my lifes grip

Tired of this long, hard trip

It never gets better, it only gets worse

I can't help but wonder if I am cursed


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Philip Maddison's picture

This poem really speaks to me. Having written from such places myself I feel that your piece really comes from your heart and soul. I also relate to it because it is about where I am at now...(unfortunately). Poetry is different things to different people, but you've really touched me with this one.
Good Job!
Cheers; Philip.