I’m not an Okie from Muskogee
and I’m not quite a hippie
or radical left wing bomber
and I ain’t got any desire
to be a Unabomber
or serial killer preying
on innocent, helpless people
I don’t smoke marijuana
in Muskogee
cause I don’t got any reason
to be in Muskogee
I took a few trips
on LSD
without landing on Mars
or in Muskogee
but I am an American
real red blood and all
and I don’t wear
leather boots or Roman sandals
don’t wear beads
and have no use
for the college dean
I’m just a poor boy from Croydon
and I’m just trying
to make it thru another day
at a dead end job
and I’m watching other people
smoke up the American dream
in their own twisted pipe dream
My own ideal
of living the American Dream
has gone awry
and I find myself
frustrated over
a ’74 Maverick
that won’t start
and a job that won’t quit
and tearful realization
that I’m getting old;
not the youthful Romantic
who believes in the myth anymore;
can’t be sold on the line
and it depresses me
and it distresses me
that I’m not so naïve
as to still believe in dreams
and I’m bitter
at the prospect of wasted vision
and long forgotten hope
but it could be my own fault
or it could be Fidel’s fault
or any of those loonies
running the Middle East shit show
but I still don’t wanna
bomb the shit out of anyone
just wanna make sure
no one bombs the shit out of me;
and the divisions
in this country are drawn
and I am on one side
by circumstances
but unwilling to lie
about what I am
and I love
to play football
when I’m high as a kite
and feeling no pain
I wonder what an Okie
has to say about that
but I don’t have time
to worry too much
I, at least, respect
his or her right to that opinion
I must wonder why
they can’t accept mine
1-28-98
01-28-98
This poem was before its time, 11-13-21. A where I am philosophically write now, back then.
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Lady A
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Does anybody really know what
Does anybody really know what time it is?