The bloodiness of failure
doesn’t bother me
the way you think
it should
but I must admit that it has
effected me more
than I care to admit
I watch myself stagger
thru a stupor
of discontent
vowing to bring
it under control
then watching myself ramble out
of control
in destitute rage
The fury fires thru my veins
as my heart
shrieks, “No!”
but I can not obey
I react like the fiery Hells
fighting
but still uncertain
how to regain
control again
Wow
Interesting.
I have my moments of clarity
I have my moments of clarity and confusion