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1 No reason to be afraid Poem 2004 121 19 years ago
2 Hiding from the person in the mirror Poem 2004 125 19 years ago
3 Times that "hello" can't even describe Poem 2004 1 131 19 years ago
4 Quiet love Poem 2004 4 137 19 years ago
5 May I have your attention please Poem 2004 2 139 19 years ago
6 Prince (my favorite dog) Poem 2004 140 19 years ago
7 Remember me Poem 2004 1 142 19 years ago
8 Never had someone to call "my love" Poem 2004 1 143 19 years ago
9 You were there for me (my comfort through the pain) Poem 2004 1 144 19 years ago
10 Look again (something is better than nothing) Poem 2004 144 19 years ago
11 Run Poem 2004 1 146 19 years ago
12 Glass case (show me love) Poem 2004 1 147 19 years ago
13 Mental illness is forever Poem 2004 1 147 19 years ago
14 Make believe world Poem 2004 1 148 19 years ago
15 Where are you? Poem 2004 1 148 19 years ago
16 Suicide is the biggest mistake Poem 2005 149 19 years ago
17 Tears that sting my eyes Poem 2004 149 19 years ago
18 Shades of a love that keeps me alive tonight Poem 2004 2 150 19 years ago
19 Tears of someone who loves you Poem 2004 2 151 19 years ago
20 Voices (what it's like) Poem 2004 2 151 19 years ago
21 On my own (who cares) Poem 2004 151 19 years ago
22 I'm not okay Poem 2005 1 152 19 years ago
23 By Myself Poem 2004 2 152 19 years ago
24 Dying for a living Poem 2004 1 153 19 years ago
25 Never enough Poem 2004 1 153 19 years ago
26 Let me introduce you to the voices in my head Poem 2004 1 153 19 years ago
27 I could pretend Poem 2004 2 153 19 years ago
28 Fake knife Poem 2004 1 153 19 years ago
29 Fighter For Life Poem 2004 1 154 19 years ago
30 Will you hold me? Poem 2005 1 155 18 years ago
31 Another lonely goodbye Poem 2004 1 155 19 years ago
32 X-hero Poem 2004 155 19 years ago
33 Breathe you out of my life Poem 2004 1 155 19 years ago
34 How do you say goodbye to sunshine? Poem 2004 1 155 19 years ago
35 Exit at your own risk Poem 2004 156 19 years ago
36 Hope Poem 2004 1 156 19 years ago
37 Reality? Poem 2004 157 19 years ago
38 6 months to live Poem 2004 1 157 19 years ago
39 I feel for you Poem 2004 1 158 19 years ago
40 The night I learned how to live Poem 2005 158 19 years ago
41 When I say I love you Poem 2004 3 160 19 years ago
42 The dream (Bethany's song) Poem 2004 160 19 years ago
43 Love of my life Poem 2004 160 19 years ago
44 Hold your breath Poem 2004 161 19 years ago
45 Screaming Poem 2004 161 19 years ago
46 World in your eyes Poem 2004 161 19 years ago
47 Maybe if I was broken Poem 2004 162 19 years ago
48 I never want to stop Poem 2004 162 19 years ago
49 I was there Poem 2005 1 162 19 years ago
50 Is This A Dream Poem 2004 1 163 19 years ago
51 Who I am Poem 2005 2 163 19 years ago
52 If you ever wonder how I'm doing without you Poem 2005 1 163 19 years ago
53 Restless Poem 2005 2 163 19 years ago
54 Kill me more and more each minute Poem 2004 1 163 19 years ago
55 Why I hate silence Poem 2004 2 164 19 years ago
56 Cry with me Poem 2005 1 164 18 years ago
57 Sunshine came again Poem 2004 2 164 19 years ago
58 You go crazy Poem 2004 164 19 years ago
59 It Poem 2004 3 164 19 years ago
60 Unreal Poem 2005 165 18 years ago
61 Gambling is illegal Poem 2004 1 166 19 years ago
62 Conditioned to fear Poem 2005 166 19 years ago
63 The first time I breathed Poem 2004 1 166 19 years ago
64 Unusual Television Poem 2004 166 19 years ago
65 Dreaming I was Cinderella Poem 2005 1 166 19 years ago
66 Create me Poem 2005 167 19 years ago
67 She still smiles Poem 2005 2 167 19 years ago
68 Nothing Poem 2004 1 167 19 years ago
69 If I could cry Poem 2005 167 19 years ago
70 Taboo (until I met you) Poem 2004 1 167 19 years ago
71 I'll try not to breathe Poem 2004 1 168 19 years ago
72 Rain Poem 2005 1 169 19 years ago
73 Tonight Poem 2005 1 169 19 years ago
74 My Everything Poem 2005 1 170 19 years ago
75 Neverending apology Poem 2004 1 171 19 years ago
76 You were always there Poem 2004 1 171 19 years ago
77 Perfect love Poem 2005 1 172 18 years ago
78 It's all good Poem 2004 172 19 years ago
79 Bipolar disorder Poem 2004 1 172 19 years ago
80 I'm not afraid Poem 2005 3 172 19 years ago
81 More than you'll ever know Poem 2005 1 173 19 years ago
82 Still wouldn't love you Poem 2005 174 18 years ago
83 How you make me feel Poem 2004 4 174 19 years ago
84 Conversations with the rain Poem 2004 1 174 19 years ago
85 Star that takes my breath away Poem 2004 2 174 19 years ago
86 Poison Poem 2004 2 174 19 years ago
87 If I was your love Poem 2005 3 174 19 years ago
88 Asthma attack (if I could) Poem 2005 175 19 years ago
89 I can hold you in my fantasies Poem 2005 2 175 19 years ago
90 1-10 (and I'll do it again) Poem 2005 1 175 19 years ago
91 Beauty Poem 2004 2 176 19 years ago
92 If Only Poem 2005 176 19 years ago
93 An explanation that defines the "no" mood Poem 2004 2 177 19 years ago
94 I'm gonna hold you Poem 2004 177 19 years ago
95 One last wish Poem 2005 1 177 18 years ago
96 Every breath, every word Poem 2004 1 177 19 years ago
97 Words Poem 2004 177 19 years ago
98 Friendship.............but then again Poem 2004 1 178 19 years ago
99 A million stars, A million pennies Poem 2005 178 19 years ago
100 Pretending.......Just Pretending Poem 2005 1 178 19 years ago
101 I never cried Poem 2005 1 178 19 years ago
102 Frozen Image Poem 2005 1 179 19 years ago
103 Feed the Deer Poem 2005 1 179 19 years ago
104 Nightime Breakdown Poem 2005 179 19 years ago
105 Look at my disappearing act Poem 2005 180 19 years ago
106 If I don't get to hold you Poem 2004 180 19 years ago
107 I'm so broken Poem 2005 1 180 18 years ago
108 Detached Poem 2005 1 180 18 years ago
109 One night stand Poem 2005 181 18 years ago
110 Alive Poem 2005 1 181 19 years ago
111 I was crying Poem 2005 2 181 18 years ago
112 My best friend Poem 2005 181 18 years ago
113 Back in your arms again Poem 2005 5 181 19 years ago
114 Scream Poem 2005 1 182 18 years ago
115 I can't, I just can't Poem 2005 182 18 years ago
116 Again Poem 2005 2 183 18 years ago
117 Haunted Poem 2005 1 183 18 years ago
118 Weather Report Poem 2005 183 19 years ago
119 Find myself dead Poem 2005 2 183 18 years ago
120 Friends like you Poem 2005 184 18 years ago
121 Holding me Poem 2004 1 184 19 years ago
122 Welcome to my living hell Poem 2004 184 19 years ago
123 Completely Poem 2005 185 18 years ago
124 Attention cutters Poem 2004 4 185 19 years ago
125 Uninvited Guest Poem 2005 3 185 19 years ago
126 Outspoken, speechless, thoughtless Poem 2004 2 185 19 years ago
127 Please don't leave me lifeless Poem 2005 2 186 18 years ago
128 Niagra Falls fell from my eyes Poem 2005 2 187 18 years ago
129 Obsessing my life away Poem 2005 187 19 years ago
130 Portrait of missing you Poem 2005 187 19 years ago
131 One grape without a seed Poem 2005 2 189 19 years ago
132 Something more Poem 2005 189 19 years ago
133 You are Poem 2005 1 190 18 years ago
134 Unspoken (I love you, I love you not) Poem 2004 1 190 19 years ago
135 Wanted: Dead or Alive Poem 2005 191 19 years ago
136 Old Candle Poem 2005 1 192 19 years ago
137 Don't hold anything back Poem 2005 1 193 18 years ago
138 When I'm with you Poem 2005 1 193 18 years ago
139 This is what pisses me off Poem 2005 1 193 18 years ago
140 I'm going crazy Poem 2004 1 193 19 years ago
141 Worth what I died for Poem 2005 1 193 18 years ago
142 Don't take it away Poem 2005 4 194 18 years ago
143 Self Destruction Poem 2004 2 194 19 years ago
144 Please don't Poem 2005 196 18 years ago
145 AHHHHH! Poem 2005 3 197 18 years ago
146 For you Poem 2005 1 197 18 years ago
147 Walk with you forever Poem 2005 198 18 years ago
148 Fearless Poem 2005 1 198 18 years ago
149 Prayer for Sophie Poem 2005 1 198 19 years ago
150 Put the feeding tube back in Poem 2005 2 198 19 years ago
151 Goodbye Poem 2014 199 9 years ago
152 I still love you Poem 2005 3 199 19 years ago
153 Family Portrait Poem 2005 1 200 18 years ago
154 Crippled thoughts (death of a thought) Poem 2004 1 200 19 years ago
155 Dial 911 if you want to rescue me Poem 2004 1 201 19 years ago
156 I gave up Poem 2005 202 19 years ago
157 I thought....but I was wrong Poem 2008 202 16 years ago
158 Count the tears Poem 2014 202 9 years ago
159 6 ways I could try to get their attention Poem 2004 4 203 19 years ago
160 I Love Poem 2015 203 9 years ago
161 Why breathe Poem 2004 1 204 19 years ago
162 Tangled in a spider web Poem 2005 1 204 18 years ago
163 You nourish me Poem 2005 1 205 18 years ago
164 One thousand angels Poem 2005 1 205 18 years ago
165 Autumn's leaves Poem 2006 207 18 years ago
166 If I would ever dare Poem 2004 1 207 19 years ago
167 Walked the earth Poem 2005 1 207 18 years ago
168 Unspoken one Poem 2006 1 208 18 years ago
169 One by one Poem 2006 1 208 17 years ago
170 Big Brother Poem 2005 3 208 19 years ago
171 Obsession Poem 2005 2 209 19 years ago
172 I can breathe again Poem 2005 1 209 19 years ago
173 Tears Uncried Poem 2005 1 210 19 years ago
174 Untrusted Poem 2004 2 210 19 years ago
175 I call your name Poem 2004 8 211 19 years ago
176 Fading Poem 2005 2 211 18 years ago
177 Completely Lost Poem 2005 3 211 19 years ago
178 Can't let go Poem 2005 2 211 18 years ago
179 Release Poem 2005 1 211 18 years ago
180 So Breathe Poem 2005 2 212 18 years ago
181 Lift me up Poem 2005 1 213 18 years ago
182 God Poem 2005 1 213 18 years ago
183 Beauty of the rain Poem 2006 213 17 years ago
184 Pretend that I'm fine Poem 2005 214 18 years ago
185 I have a dream... Poem 2008 214 16 years ago
186 Everything I am not Poem 2007 214 17 years ago
187 And he will lead the way Poem 2004 1 215 19 years ago
188 My murderer Poem 2008 215 16 years ago
189 Can't get you out of my head Poem 2005 215 18 years ago
190 I'm not the Beauty Queen Poem 2005 2 216 19 years ago
191 Praise the Lord Poem 2006 216 18 years ago
192 My secret revealed Poem 2006 217 17 years ago
193 My Only Friend Poem 2007 217 16 years ago
194 Bleed Poem 2004 2 218 19 years ago
195 My Confidant Poem 2004 219 19 years ago
196 Your Smile Poem 2012 219 11 years ago
197 Harmony is Poem 2008 220 16 years ago
198 Waiting for death to visit my house for dinner Poem 2007 221 16 years ago
199 My final goodbye Poem 2008 222 16 years ago
200 Counting tears instead of sheep Poem 2008 222 16 years ago
201 Paranoid Poem 2005 1 223 18 years ago
202 From the Mental Hospital Poem 2008 223 16 years ago
203 Cruel myth Poem 2006 4 224 18 years ago
204 Angels wings Poem 2004 3 224 19 years ago
205 All I need is Jesus Poem 2008 224 16 years ago
206 Holy one Poem 2005 1 224 18 years ago
207 Psychology teacher Poem 2004 4 225 19 years ago
208 Bleeder's Prayer Poem 2006 1 226 17 years ago
209 Something different Poem 2006 226 18 years ago
210 If I ever committed suicide Poem 2004 2 226 19 years ago
211 The Mask Poem 2008 1 227 15 years ago
212 When Poem 2006 227 18 years ago
213 Dry Poem 2006 227 18 years ago
214 Too much pain, not enough tears Poem 2006 228 18 years ago
215 Kingdom above Poem 2005 1 229 18 years ago
216 HeartTime Poem 2008 229 16 years ago
217 Prayer for my best friend Poem 2005 2 229 18 years ago
218 Blink of an eye Poem 2004 4 229 19 years ago
219 Winter Poem 2008 229 15 years ago
220 Forgive Me Poem 2008 229 16 years ago
221 Noah Poem 2008 1 230 16 years ago
222 If we Poem 2007 230 16 years ago
223 There is a void Poem 2008 230 15 years ago
224 Handmade Poem 2007 231 16 years ago
225 Unconditional love we take for granted Poem 2004 3 231 19 years ago
226 Drowning Poem 2006 231 17 years ago
227 Your fantasy Poem 2005 2 231 19 years ago
228 Shattered Poem 2007 1 231 16 years ago
229 The beating of my heart Poem 2006 232 17 years ago
230 The moon reminded me Poem 2006 232 17 years ago
231 Undeserved Crown Poem 2006 233 17 years ago
232 How do I deal? Poem 2004 2 234 19 years ago
233 Just my Uncle and me Poem 2005 3 234 18 years ago
234 Only he Poem 2007 234 16 years ago
235 I danced with an educart today Poem 2006 235 18 years ago
236 Good Enough Poem 2007 235 16 years ago
237 Would you notice if I stopped Breathing? Poem 2006 1 235 17 years ago
238 My Suicide Poem 2007 1 235 16 years ago
239 My Secret Poem 2008 236 16 years ago
240 Another Rainy Day Poem 2008 236 16 years ago
241 Who You Are Poem 2008 236 15 years ago
242 Be my Morphine Poem 2008 236 16 years ago
243 What would you do? Poem 2007 237 16 years ago
244 "Normal" Again Poem 2008 237 16 years ago
245 3 nails Poem 2007 238 16 years ago
246 Sometimes Poem 2007 238 16 years ago
247 She Poem 2007 239 16 years ago
248 I thought I saw a tear Poem 2013 239 11 years ago
249 Ashes to ashes Poem 2008 239 16 years ago
250 Garden of pain Poem 2006 240 18 years ago