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I MISS ALL OF YOU
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LOVED ONES To have one more day with you
To express the feelings I couldn't
when you were here
I would trade what I have
And will ever have
Just to have you near
So many things to regret
And now it's to late
I find my self alone
And wonder if it's my fate
My shining star
My rock in the storm
I wear a mask of sirenity
But inside I'm torn
To have one moment back
I would die to make things right
But all I can do
Is hope you hear my prayers each night
Why must I walk alone
Every time I hear it ring
I hope it's you on the phone
And now all I can do
Is remember the times you were present in my life
When the reality of your absense
Cuts like a knife
Dear Lord, help me deal with this pain
The things I would change to see you again
Your smile would bring light
To eyes that have seen none
It's been this way so long
I can't remember when it begun
Words can't express
How much I miss all of you
This house is not a home
Forever mi familla, mi vida, mi cortazone
I truly wish I had one more day
And I could find a way to make you stay
sometimes i wonder if you take the time to see all the beauty you hold within your own soul. i have know you all of my life and seen the wondful kindness you hold inside of you. but rarelly do you share this with others. i know more than anyone the pain you have faced in this life but i also know that if we cannot learn to let that go , we can never be truely happy again. i feel every disapponitment you have. and every ounce of saddness. but open your eyes and heart to all the amazing things happening around us. don't let life just happen and feel like you have no control over your furture. surround yourself with joyful and happy people and you will find happiness in that. I have learned one important thing from losing our father- and i think it is something he would have wanted for us- the sun will rise and life will go on it may be messy,hard,and painful,but it can also be wounderfully exciting. i go on for you and these 4 boys i love and i know you love. our happiness is in each other. in our love for others. i beg you to began to live life like you matter. live it happy and strive to bring happiness to others. i love you unconditionlly and forever. find ourself and then be content with what you find. no one can tell you are not good enough unless you let them. you are the best you there is. that's the beauty of life we are always changing and moving toward something new and different. just aim toward good and good will come. if you look for the bad in life and people that's what you will see. so i ask you to look for good in life at least for a few moments everyday. l love you shawn and i hope you will always know that. as dad would say "see ya later"
I just lost my father...I know the pain. Nice poem. ~Michelle~