It seems I'm still here
Even though you're gone
You promised you wouldn't leave me
Yet I'm all alone
I sit here in the dark
Waiting forever it seems
For a simple belief that
You'd come back to me
I continue to sit even though
I know you're gone
Wishing I could stop the pain I'm feeling
Since I'm all alone.
Greater things I had when you were here with me.
Only since that time it feels like eternity
Now I'm still here alone and to myself
Ending the pain would be the easy way out.
Every time I look at the clock
Only a couple minutes go by.
It seems that I think about it now
And all I can do is cry
You're gone and I can't change that
Though many times I've often tried.
With drugs and alcohol before,
Now a pistol by my side.
I'll remove the memory of you
Which continues to haunt my head.
All I have to do is pull the trigger
And then the memory will be dead
Then not only will you be gone
But I will too you see.
And as my body is laid down to rest
I wonder who will truly miss me.