Are we forgotten in your mind?
Do you think of me from time to time?
Was I ever anything to you?
When you think of me do you feel blue?
If I called you, would you answer me?
If you saw me, would you walk away?
I wonder do you love me too?
It seems my heart still wants you to.
I'll write your name upon this paper
next to mine in a heart
with forever as a waver
till death do us part
Mrs. Insert your name here
that's the way it should've been
your name, now a puddle from tears
written with the ink of a washable pen
what happened to the fairy tale
I never did believe
until the day I looked in your blue eyes
and saw what could be
now my dream is just a dream
that will never come true
because a fairy tale won't happen
if there is no you
now I spend my nights alone
wishing I was her
and all day I stare at my phone
hoping to see your number
that new girl, she's the lucky one
I hope she knows what she has
because for you, I'd give the sun
for one more night in your hands.
The person who I hold close to me is gone
All that remains is the memories we shared
Small mementos lying around with our pictures
The nostalgia is calming yet bittersweet
The times we had together I won’t forget
I will always cherish everything we had
You’ve taught me a lot while we were together
Thank you dearest for being my mentor
I wish I was better before you departed
Remorse keeps building up as I think about you
I know apologizing for pushing you away
Will only want you to keep further away from me
I never wanted you to go, but I couldn’t say it
I wanted you to be happy and to be free
Never did I want to see you in pain
Thank you dearest for being so forgiving
I hope you at least live out your dreams
Everything I say is from my heart and is true
Please let me keep loving you and reach you
Your voice continues to echo in my mind
I am glad that we are still friends
Despite that we are so far away
We made distant promise to each other
Thank you dearest for always being there for me
Thank you dearest for everything you’ve done
Thank you dearest for all the memories
Thank you dearest for being a kind person
Thank you dearest for still caring about me
I hope we will be reunited again someday…
Used to have the greatest girl.
She ditched me for another guy.
Did it all in front of my eyes.
Fuckin' hurt like hell to watch her.
Worst part, she did it on purpose.
Dropped me like a piece of trash.
Then flaunted her new relationship.
My heart just got shattered to pieces.
I don't even know how to recover.
Wish I could meet a nice girl.
One who's got a heart of gold.
One that will hold my heart with love.
One that won't cheat and lie.
One that doesn't wear a disguise.
I hope one day I meet someone.
A girl who will love me for my heart.
I will treat her like a queen.
So long as she don't treat me mean.
Did love die?
'm startin to wonder.
Do I still have it in my heart?
'm thinkin' I've made a blunder.
Didn't mean to kill love.
Thought it still lived but guess I'm wrong.
used to shine bright as day.
But now, the darkness has overcome.
Oh well. I'll just keep on walkin'.
Somewhere down the line, love might start talkin'.
There's other things to fill my mind.
Love was workin' on over time.
laxin' days have come for now.
Releaving all the stress somehow.
Someday, I will love again.
But I ain't gonna cry or wallow within.
I awaken with such deep sadness.
Liquid fills and drizzles down my cheeks.
The love I've had hasn't died.
But the closest touch, I have denied.
All so I could focus more.
On the story I've been after.
But if I'd stayed in that place we were.
He would've driven me crazy forever.
I miss the daily, I love you's.
I miss the nightly hugs and kisses too.
Today, the sadness infects my spirit.
I have to find a way to clear it.
For there's no moving forward if I'm shackled by the past.
And this next adventure, I want to last.
She will love you.
More than I ever could.
For I am not that capable,
of the love that she'll provide.
She looks like she is perfect,
to light your world on fire.
Hot and loving with words so sweet.
Have fun my dear, I can't compete.
Lost to enchantment - scattered to farewell,
failed trappings of a heart longing to stay
Smiles into tears, recalling bittersweet dreams,
whimsies and love - somehow tossed to the way
Stammers in darkness - echoing each failing word;
shadows of sunset prompting whispered cries
Dimness speaking direst shades to woeful fate,
pleading voice mimics soul's anguished demise
Bequeathed with passion and caressed by night;
a jewel of fancy - like a ruby red kiss
Shimmered the gem's reflection in your eyes,
a sparkling fortune founded in bliss
Then faded the glimmer of our opulent light,
facet turning to a shard of murky glass
With fall that shatters from cruelty's fate,
the final slivers of hope came to pass
In dwell of aloneness come last goodbyes,
my thoughts forever in the surrounding still
Come years to pass --- you'll find me here,
my spirit to love you, and always will
The thing is, I always believed he would let me down.
And as I got more and more attached to his spirit,
I just got this sinking feeling.
... We will never meet ...
Somewhere down the road, he will let me down.
I did want him for my very own.
But I knew, It couldn't be.
His situation, wasn't free.