love was a illusion I never want to let go of

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I'm counting down the seconds of the night
with every breath I'm taking 
It's hard to ignore
but I've been here before
that terrible feeling
a hollow ache inside
a non stop ache 
that makes for the most horrible dreams
a darkness that you fear even in the light
a loneliness that comes from deep within 
those horrible places that few have been

 

love has created more demons in my mind
than hate ever could
I've drank and cride with sinners at night 
and prayed with saints in the light of day
we are told not to question why there is pain
but I curse the god's an ask anyway
why does life have to be filled with so much pain
in a houseful of people I still feel so alone
I just listen for the thunder and prepare for the rain

 

caught-up in my hindsight 
she's a slow moving pendulum of the memories 
that won't let go
love was a illusion I never want to let go of

~ D Donner ~

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A 1 scotch, 1 burbon, 1 beer moment

We are all alone in a room full of people - the gods cursed us with individuality. Love makes it easier to bear m'thinks. Happy Holidays, Daniel-59.

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