I am no stranger to my sins
For I have many
I've got skeletons residing in every closet in My mind
I have made many mistakes along the way
some of which keep coming back to haunt me
like ghost's from a graveyard with nothing else to do
they're always here to taunt me
Every sunrise each morning brings about a new day
but from where I reside they all look the same as yesterday
every facet of my mind screams to get away
But where to go , that I haven't already been
Every highway or byway that I have taken on this journey
has led in ever tightening circles back to here
There is no Technicolor in this life of mine just different shades of gray
no defined lines of black or white only variable degrees of whats not right
with the revelation that there is no divine intervention on such a small scale
I alone fight the turmoil an injustices in my day to day life
along with the voices in my head hoping if I am wrong I'll only
end up in the first of Dante's nine levels of Hell
~ DD ~ 10-1-011
Title | Comments | Views | Updated | Posted | |
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1 | It’s as if it were only yesterday again | 151 | 2016/03/10 | 8 years ago | |
2 | What is it you want me to say | 263 | 2011/10/17 | 12 years ago | |
3 | what if I | 149 | 2014/03/12 | 10 years ago | |
4 | among past and present ghosts | 223 | 2016/03/21 | 8 years ago | |
5 | The moment is gone | 211 | 2011/10/19 | 12 years ago | |
6 | I can only love you "If" | 312 | 2012/04/02 | 12 years ago | |
7 | I begin a new day | 171 | 2014/01/16 | 10 years ago | |
8 | Holding on to strings better left to fray | 220 | 2011/11/16 | 12 years ago | |
9 | I love her still | 212 | 2014/01/18 | 10 years ago | |
10 | It's just absurd ! | 327 | 2014/04/02 | 10 years ago | |
11 | a fool I am for still loving her | 210 | 2014/07/24 | 9 years ago | |
12 | so fragile is the first encounter | 232 | 2016/02/06 | 8 years ago | |
13 | shotgun in a runaway truck | 437 | 2011/10/03 | 12 years ago | |
14 | He's drunk again | 282 | 2011/12/15 | 12 years ago | |
15 | adolescent memories | 182 | 2014/01/28 | 10 years ago | |
16 | the journey | 181 | 2014/08/21 | 9 years ago | |
17 | The ghost of a lover past | 163 | 2015/03/23 | 9 years ago | |
18 | I will forget you ............ just not today | 277 | 2016/02/06 | 8 years ago | |
19 | If this makes me crazy | 432 | 2011/10/04 | 12 years ago | |
20 | A little sadder each time I dream | 180 | 2014/04/20 | 10 years ago | |
21 | afraid of ? | 179 | 2014/08/21 | 9 years ago | |
22 | not so romantic are the tears of sorrow | 141 | 2016/02/09 | 8 years ago | |
23 | that first love | 218 | 2016/05/24 | 7 years ago | |
24 | sanctuary | 384 | 2011/10/04 | 12 years ago | |
25 | I won't lie | 189 | 2012/03/09 | 12 years ago | |
26 | this is a hard act to follow | 330 | 2014/02/04 | 10 years ago | |
27 | killed by demons of the past | 288 | 2011/10/08 | 12 years ago | |
28 | still find myself waiting for your return | 170 | 2014/03/10 | 10 years ago | |
29 | the moon the only witness in the night | 173 | 2016/03/10 | 8 years ago | |
30 | a forbidden love forever sealed | 164 | 2013/01/18 | 11 years ago | |
31 | will the last thought I will ever think be of you? | 205 | 2013/12/20 | 10 years ago | |
32 | I meant to ..... | 168 | 2014/03/10 | 10 years ago | |
33 | I beg you woman tonight let me be | 162 | 2014/06/29 | 9 years ago | |
34 | weight of tears | 1 | 180 | 2016/01/15 | 8 years ago |
35 | still winds whisper in my ear | 1 | 319 | 2013/01/18 | 11 years ago |
36 | the dreams i've had | 1 | 174 | 2014/07/21 | 9 years ago |
37 | the loudest noise in the world is silence | 1 | 187 | 2014/11/25 | 9 years ago |
38 | The heart is fragil | 1 | 139 | 2016/01/31 | 8 years ago |
39 | feelings and words | 1 | 187 | 2017/01/30 | 7 years ago |
40 | A place I know the God's Walked | 1 | 192 | 2014/07/23 | 9 years ago |
41 | it gets easier they say ..... but it doesn't not for me | 1 | 203 | 2016/01/31 | 8 years ago |
42 | if I've ever told you I love you | 1 | 178 | 2017/01/30 | 7 years ago |
43 | searching through the looking glass | 1 | 261 | 2014/01/23 | 12 years ago |
44 | love an trust comes hard | 1 | 188 | 2013/02/23 | 11 years ago |
45 | to dance the dance we never had | 1 | 281 | 2017/02/04 | 7 years ago |
46 | Those whispering pines | 1 | 215 | 2013/03/09 | 11 years ago |
47 | if forever more I'm stuck writing in vain My trashcan poetry of love an pain | 1 | 213 | 2016/04/16 | 8 years ago |
48 | Like a big Brother | 1 | 336 | 2011/12/15 | 12 years ago |
49 | that special again | 1 | 194 | 2012/04/28 | 12 years ago |
50 | amidst the morning dawn | 1 | 184 | 2015/04/01 | 9 years ago |
51 | kiss me now and kill me slow | 1 | 231 | 2014/09/20 | 9 years ago |
52 | My aspirations of a future | 1 | 154 | 2015/04/23 | 9 years ago |
53 | killing me even slower | 1 | 193 | 2015/05/14 | 8 years ago |
54 | all I can do is try to smile through the pain | 1 | 263 | 2016/02/15 | 8 years ago |
55 | endless sigh | 1 | 168 | 2012/11/23 | 11 years ago |
56 | where the cherry blossoms bloom and never die knowing absolutely nothing about love | 1 | 205 | 2014/10/11 | 9 years ago |
57 | a faint light that still that still shines | 1 | 160 | 2016/12/25 | 7 years ago |
58 | gotten used to being alone | 1 | 245 | 2011/10/11 | 12 years ago |
59 | looking for the northern star | 1 | 202 | 2014/11/21 | 9 years ago |
60 | I am no stranger to my sins | 2 | 482 | 2014/06/24 | 12 years ago |
61 | the only gift I have | 2 | 208 | 2012/03/26 | 12 years ago |
62 | would you tell me if I asked | 2 | 206 | 2014/01/16 | 10 years ago |
63 | When only the silence remains | 2 | 506 | 2011/10/03 | 12 years ago |
64 | I wonder if | 2 | 298 | 2013/01/18 | 11 years ago |
65 | You better live it | 2 | 198 | 2014/03/14 | 10 years ago |
66 | magic | 2 | 204 | 2016/03/23 | 8 years ago |
67 | In another life, In another time | 2 | 594 | 2011/10/03 | 12 years ago |
68 | Dose she ever watch the rain an think of me | 2 | 195 | 2015/01/26 | 9 years ago |
69 | weeds | 2 | 312 | 2014/04/07 | 10 years ago |
70 | Sitting in the dark by the window opened wide | 2 | 210 | 2014/04/09 | 11 years ago |
71 | emptiness continually crashes into me | 2 | 235 | 2016/05/29 | 7 years ago |
72 | Did you not have the time | 2 | 205 | 2014/06/08 | 9 years ago |
73 | my love is much closer than you think | 2 | 201 | 2015/07/30 | 8 years ago |
74 | sometimes the emotions escape | 3 | 254 | 2014/12/18 | 9 years ago |
75 | watching young lovers walk by | 3 | 235 | 2012/04/27 | 12 years ago |
76 | that fleeting feeling | 3 | 237 | 2013/03/11 | 11 years ago |
77 | I dance beneath the rain | 3 | 204 | 2014/01/31 | 10 years ago |
78 | do you have any dreams I could borrow | 3 | 229 | 2013/07/16 | 10 years ago |
79 | on the ebony wings of ravens | 3 | 257 | 2013/12/18 | 10 years ago |
80 | bittersweet | 5 | 212 | 2014/05/10 | 9 years ago |
81 | In the next life | 5 | 512 | 2012/03/25 | 12 years ago |
82 | Love is like that moment of stillness | 6 | 199 | 2016/03/23 | 8 years ago |
83 | Do you ever cry for the days gone by ? | 6 | 264 | 2015/01/16 | 12 years ago |
84 | to live with regrets | 7 | 339 | 2017/01/05 | 7 years ago |