PostPoems Be Artistic. Be Creative. Be Inspired!

I just don't understand..why this had to happen to me..

I mean..I thought we were doing alright..and that I had played my cards right..

I loved you..and you said you loved me..but then..why does it hurt so bad..?



(Yeah..)



I sit here watching you walk away

As the pain intensifies with each passing day

And for you I pretend that I am actually okay

But in reality..I don't know what to say



I sit here and I half-heartidly smile

Laughing with you all the while

I used to fly high, but now I've dropped a mile

Because deep down I'm really just like a lost child



How can you not see

That all of this is torturing me?

My thoughts get over ruled by jealousy

And nobody knows how I feel but me



I find myself lying awake at night

Trying to make myself believe I'm alright

I really do try..with all of my might

But it's all for naught..I've lost the fight



Yeah I was walking proud, but now I've fell

And I guess that now only time will tell

Whether this pain will cease or swell

Because right now..My Life's A Living Hell



Deep down in my heart I am dying

Because it turns out that you were just lying

And on the inside and out I am crying

I'm attempting to move on..yeah I'm trying



Yeah girl my life has been turned upside-down

Because now that I need you..You're nowhere to be found

Sometimes I call your name only to hear the sound

Of nothing..That makes me fall to the ground



You don't realize how good I was to you

And you go to the one who's hurt you like a fool

But you say you're happy so what am I to do?

He's only going to hurt you more..but you have no clue..



So now I'm forced to remain in this shell

Where I am cursed to remain and forever dwell

And maybe someday I will once again be well

But right now..My Life's A Living Hell



Girl you don't know how my life's fallen apart

And you, very selfishly, have broken my heart

And I'll admit that this allowing you in was not very smart

But I can't help it..I've loved you since the start



And now my self confidence is beginning to descend

You've hurt me..you're one and only true friend

And as a result my trust in you has begun to bend

And my soul is crushed..something no one will be able to mend...



Yeah I was walking proud, but now I've fell

And I guess that now only time will tell

Whether this pain will cease or swell

Because right now..My Life's A Living Hell...