lie

i regret letting you have
another chance,
you proved me wrong
once again,
you told me you loved me,
but deep down i knew
it was lies,
you wanted me again,
because you had nobody else
to tell you they loved you,
i blame myself for letting
you know me inside and out,
i should have listened to
those around me,
they cared enough to warn me,
i didnt want to believe them,
i thought you were actually
going to change,
maybe you will,
but in the back of my mind
i knew you would never have
the courage,
i gave you my heart,
but you shatterd it,
except one piece,
the piece that reminds me
of what good and bad you've done,
and what you will do soon enough,
my disliking is growing each day
you dont treat me right,
but you want me to go your way,
i've tried learning my lesson about you,
but somehow i keep drowning,
and coming back strait down
to loving you again,
then sometimes i want to scream an yell,
and tell you to die in hell,
but i cant,
i love you to much,
even though you treat me like shit,
i stiil want to be with you,
you say the things i tell you
piss you off,
well all i can say is,
the truth hurts,
doesnt it.

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LovingLovelace's picture

*nodnod and a hug* I

*nodnod and a hug* I understand and wish you the best getting over it. Because god knows it took me forever to get over it when it happened to me. But you seem to have more strength than me. So good luck and sorry if you wrote this poem a long time ago and are just now posting, because if so, this advice is moot anyway. :)

Love,
LovingLovelace


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Fallen_Cloud's picture

Keep Writing

You have a unique writing style. Keep it up. Your poems are very powerful .

i_love_a_scotsman's picture

YEP

Totally understand. I'm at this level right now.