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I'm so alone
Back to the starting line I go
Back to a familiar unknown
I gave my all
And got nothing to show
Empty handed on a long walk home

This world's an ugly place under a cute facade
Remove your pseudo-face, please mute this mirage
Culture's say it's okay to find an escape to God
But how much and what substance says I'm going too far?
Another beer, another hit of weed
Another line of coke, tickets to the nosebleed
Standing over a toilet, puking up amphetamines
Do I like it, no, but it's feels better than when you left me
The only person who could earn my trust
Just all of a sudden let every fucking thing turn to dust
So I give up, fuck you and fuck love
Who needs a good girl when you've got drugs?
AmIRight?!

I'm so alone
Back to the starting line I go
Back to a familiar unknown
I gave my all
And got nothing to show
Empty handed on a long walk home
I'm so alone
Back to the starting line I go
Back to a familiar unknown
I gave my all
And got nothing to show
Empty handed on a long walk home
It feels good to feel bad

Menace to society, causing trouble, ain't I a stinker?
Stinkier than a finger inside an infected sphincter?
I'm the worst known human being you could ever think of
But I'll remain UnFound like an Asian searching for a blinker
Sip out of your tea cup, eat a dick till ya hick up
What the fuck is life if I find myself constantly giving up?
Well, you were the one that told it was good to have dreams
What's the point of dreams if niggas like me can't make it past their teens?
Whatever, emptiness has always been my default emotion
Faceless and stoic, no expression, my structure is boneless
I lie motionless, I feel nothing when I'm blowing or boning
And when time slows down, my mind is still in fast motion
I find myself coping with being lonely
Vague feelings seem to be so homely

I'm so alone
Back to the starting line I go
Back to a familiar unknown
I gave my all
And got nothing to show
Empty handed on a long walk home
I'm so alone
Back to the starting line I go
Back to a familiar unknown
I gave my all
And got nothing to show
Empty handed on a long walk home
It feels good to feel bad

I'm glad I got know you, hope you're glad you got to know me
But please excuse me as I go and OD
You can forget about the memories while I forget about the apologies you owe me
And I'll wander in the between after I jump from this balcony
My pupils are dilated, it doesn't look like that far of a drop
I think that's enough just to make me not stop
Well here it goes, goodbye and good riddance
I never really agreed to life's attendance
So it makes sense that I couldn't finish
So I'll let this life diminish

Falling, falling
Free falling, it'll be over soon
Before you know you'll get there
You'll end up somewhere
Falling, falling
Free falling, it'll be over soon
Before you know you'll get there
You'll end up somewhere