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Moodiness (RAWR!!!)

It's irksome if you call me moody.

Yes I am moody, you son of a b****, now stop f***in' bothering me!

Gradually you undermine my composure.

It's disgustingly irritating if you ask me.

I hate being called crabby.

So what?  So 'what' you asked?

Why call me crabby when I am?

That word just elevated the feeling.

I'm in high tide right now waiting to drown in crabbiness.

Just leave me alone if you wanna see the 'good' side of me later.

Low tide will come soon.

But Tch.  Go!  Move!  I'm not in the mood speak!

Don't wanna explode in accident cuz' of this feeling.

I don't wanna hurt you while I'm in this state nor do I intend to.

Little by little moodiness is slowly accumulating waiting to burst.

Stand back folks, I'm one keeping it away from you all so as to not hurt anyone at all.

You're saying I'm a f***in bastard!!!

S***, you should be lucky I'm holdin back just for you.

Always for you.

I never wanna hurt the ones I really love.

So GO!  MOVE!  I'M NOT IN THE MOOD TO SPEAK!

I'm ticked off.

I'm pissed off.

But I'll cool down later, you'll see.

Don't misunderstand the situation, please.

Don't wanna be misconstrued.

This is how I am in this radical change in emotion.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I get moody sometimes but I take great effort to always force myself to restrain it all if it's someone I love or if it's a stranger.  That's the truth although it's always me who ends up getting hurt by it all and feeling guilty, no one else.  I'd never honestly hurt anyone at all.  Its just that I get moody.  I hope one day someone outside could understand me and embrace these negative sides of me along with the good ones.  Someone understanding... One day I'll find someone just as I'll understand them too...  And no, this has no parallel with the poem, "Uncontrollable."  "Uncontrollable" deals with something else...  Nor does it relate to the other poems "Walls" and "Bound and Broken."  This poem just deals with one of my emotional phases.  Just like the phases of the moon.

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last updated 11 October 2010 - 3:57am
©28 September 2006 - 3:31am — bluewave
29 December 2006 - 11:27pm — Bryan Adam Tomimbang (not verified)
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I get moody...

24 February 2007 - 11:21am — Char Lisberg (not verified)
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I think everyone gets moody from time to time however not many people can admit it! Amazing poem know how you feel!