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She ripped out my heart

She doesn;t know what she's done

I can't reach her anymore



I need some sort of drug

To numb me

To numb me

So that this darkness doesn't pull me in



my mind swirls around and around

my thoughts all lead back to her

maybe she will come to her senses

maybe she will come back

And maybe will will build a life together



Oh honey, I can't handle this anymore

And if there was some way to hold you I would



I need some sort of drug

To numb me

So that when I see you

The darkness doesn't pull me in



I used to see the future in your eyes

I miss you beyond words, description

When I see you if feels s if my insides are being ripped out

why did you

Why do you keep pushing me away

Is my love some how not good enough for you

Does my devotion scare you

Would you rather someone more aloof careless and cold

tell me damn it

Give me one damn good reason for this

One reason to keep going on

To stop thinking about wanting to die



Oh god

I need some sort of drug

to numb me

To numb me

So that this darkness doesn't pull me in



I know this is irrational

I hate feeling like this

I try to stop thinking

This is not healthy



I am not healthy

Why did you leave when I needed you the most



My birthdays always turn out to be shit



I need some sort of drug

To numb me

To Turn you off in my head