alive in dreams
but yet so dead in life it seems
i don't want the future
i want the past
to remember all the good and forget the bad
your shadow
still on my wall
is there no erasing what you made me?
if you are near, please complete
these missing pieces left beneath
a new future to fill up the blanks
all the past pages, please erase
be well as it may, it may not happen this way
i'm stuck between these lines that never move
slowly but surely pushing the nails to the surface
relaying the time in rewind
no mind left to find when it's hallowed out inside
i could leave love, but i wouldn't love leaving
i could live this life, but would i love living?
unwrap the bandage, but i'm not done bleeding
i can't lead the way, because it's all so misleading