Turn your back on me, like everyone else does
Don’t bother to speak to me, I’m so used to the silence
Pretend I’m not here, because even I wish I wasn’t
Just leave me at the bottom, I’m incapable of being anywhere else
Life is full of pain, it drags me down further
Death would be painless, but it isn’t the way out
There isn’t an escape from this, just ways to see it from the outside
This is what it all comes down to, I matter to nobody and nothing matters to me
I look forward to nothing, up is a direction I’ll never see
Always down, but never any higher