am i just an afterthought now?
a bitter taste you've yet to get out
of your mouth
you just take what you can get right now
but it's not what you need
this can't really be what you want
i don't even see it
why do i keep doing this?
thinking these things i can't ever say to you
maybe because deep down i still feel something
nobody will know you like i do
something just doesn't seem right here
everything is off
it's like i'm not even here right now
i don't even exist to you now
but if i pretend to be, in the past
then these memories will last
i can't forget all the great things
but i can do without the bad
you'll figure it out soon enough
it's too hard to forget you
it's just too tough to leave
but if i have to, then i'll try to
because it won't be quite home anymore