pulling myself so far apart
digging myself so very deep
just to make these dreams realities
happiness would be the death of me
every time i try to be serious
it all becomes a joke to you
awake me from this coma called life
take it back, let it start anew
just trapped in this cage
this hate closes me in tight
so many things are wrong with me
i'm not fit to see the light
it's dead inside, and i can't escape
no life outside, filth taking shape
you all stare down, when you look at me
all so far above, as i sink in misery
drag, drag, drag me down
leave me in despair
nobody ever needed me
life is but a nightmare