slice through just to ask the red why
i'm always finding the need to hide from the light
it's something that was never there to begin with
all is always dark in here
leave me here to self destruct
you wouldn’t dare to save me
and it’s a definite that i can’t save myself
so here i slide away
i don’t even want to see myself
now i know why you never did
everything is bound to fall apart
so why bother to even try to piece it all together?
i wasn’t meant to be
please just forget about me
but i’ll always remember you
and i’ll never know the truth
why do i keep going/living?
there’s nothing keeping me here except myself
i know you think nothing of me
if i left, it wouldn’t affect you
very few would be affected
still i can’t leave
but still i’ll keep pushing the blade closer