Leave Me Be!

 
 
Staring at my food,
But I cannot eat it,
Laying in my bed so tired, 
But I am not sleeping,
Crying so many tears in my room,
I will keep it my secret,
Because people promise me they care,
But they lie they do not mean it,

I'm cut open,
Even though I am not bleeding,
My heart is broken,
again the stitches have tarred
From my heart so deceived 

this world of ours is killing me, 
Taking matters into my own hand,
Going to stay sane as much as I can
I can't picture myself as a grown person,
I don't want to grow up,
I hate change,
Everything's just  gets too rearranged,

My life's nothing but a disaster,
And time keeps going by faster,
But in a second, all this time will
Pause for me  

I leave this messed up world
That you call home,
And go to the place that I call mine
That little place inside my mind
Where I can stay unchanged
Forever in the pouring rain

This is where I want to be
This is what will make me happy
If you want to fallow ill let you in
If you don’t them leave me be,
This is my world this is my dream!