the only trip years back
sitting next to late granny
for a cartoon movie
the splashing in the
basin, the warm water
for my bath, the lather
all over as
granny chatted in
soft heartfelt voices
in the sarong suspended
from a spring hooked onto
a timber, mom's youthful
young voice lulling me
to sleep
me sometimes struggling
in the limited space
wriggling like a worm
with the sarong tight
around me
the elvis-styled hair
mom combed it all up
to the back with thick hair cream
so swift her hands sometimes
it hurt the scalp
the only beating
for coming back in
the 30th position of the class
i ran as she came with her stick
it worked - the next term i got
back into the 10th position
granny with my clothes
walking the street
calling my name
to get me back from illness
a superstitious practice
to get my soul back to me
believed to have fallen
out when frightened by a friend
one night
these and plenty of them
replayed in my mind when granny
died and now as mom ages, the images
of her love become sharper,
a sharpness sharpened by the realisation
that time could not be
turned back and that soon
all would become mere illusions
that would only return now and then
to jolt me into a sea of tears
and pain
images