April 1, 2005
Dear Mr. So and So,
Just so you know, yes I do love you.
I just thought I’d go ahead and get that out.
Did you forget those things you said you’d do?
Did you forget how you wouldn’t let me leave you?
Now I know it’s hard to climb down from that downtrodden horse you ride
To stop trying to point your fingers at me, trying to justify
Rationally excusing every little thing you do that just happens to be
Good enough for me but bad when I do them to you
But I’m sure you must agree, truly and whole-heartedly
You know I really do believe that you really do love me, honestly
But I just can’t see this thing developing when we can’t be where we need to be
And when you just can’t bring yourself to let go and let me
And knowing that I’m willing to move on and take you too
But you can’t even commit to a conversation about what’s next for me and you
You find strength when it comes down to everything else
You can always make a way to do you
But when I’m calling and waiting you’re too tired to
So I just wanted to tell you that I’m not about this anymore
I see myself starting to complain again and I’d rather save me inner wind
Especially as I see you don’t want to talk and you tend to tune me out
So this is me putting it in writing and dating your second notice
And when you say I can change again, I’ll have records to show it.
Now I could be wrong it could be a phase, but I’ve had these feelings before we went through that makeup stage.
So for now I’ll just sit here and wait and when I go back to that place when I won’t turn down offers for other dates
I show you this and I’ll see what you have to say.
With love,
Robyn Evans
© 2005