I need help
I need to be picked out of this river im drowning in
I feel so out of control right now, carried by the current
Panic
I just need to talk
About how I can go from so good
To so bad so fast and not know what hit me
What happened
From when I could resist so easily
I must be falling all over again
It hurts
When I smile and I don't mean it
When I don't get something that simple
When I'm falling all over again
In the same place I fell last time
The same way
Denial
Of every feeling from my heart
Of the last time I fell
No one was there to catch me
No one
Ever remembers who I am
Believes that I am ok
Believes that I want to be
I don't
Want to see you with someone else
Like standing on the edge of summer
I can't
Come back without you
Keep lying and trying to protect myself
Because I don't believe myself
When I simply say
I need help