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Feeling trapped inside these walls,

Like my choices are closing in on me,

To suffocate me for once and all,

Remind me of everything I did wrong,

Wishing I could go back in time and change it all,

I love him but I don't feel anything at all when we touch,

Hes my best friend and I can't picture my life without him,

But I don't know if I'm in love with him,

Im his lifeline and walking away might drown him,

Trapped inside this life,

I'm not sure how long I can be there for him,

Before I start to resent him,

Not knowing what to do, 

I suffer silently,

Work is my only time away,

My only time to think clearly,

Ive trapped myself because I was afraid to be alone,

I feel like I'm choking on all the unsaid feelings and thoughts,

Never knowing what to say or how to say it,

He doesn't deserve to be hurt because I led him on,

Feeling the guilt weigh on my shoulders until I feel so small,

Don't know how much longer I can feel this way until I crack.