Nocturnal Emission

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All the night dancing with you,
On the top of the roof-
Wild, careless and savage!
You touched me and turned away,
And made me crazy
And also frenzy with revenge!
Dancing all around encompassing me
All the moments! Deep inside-
Rouse a feeling of love,
Twisting and whirling!
Wherever I looked, I found thee,
That time I became real blind!
I moved forward to touch you,
But you turned away pretending!
The beauty of your face I saw,
In the midst of the night!
I can still remember the color,
So burning and also so bright!
I could hear the sound of your steps,
Passionate and frolic indeed,
When I really failed to touch you;
My and my all just bleed!
Your hair was floating in the-
Whirling wild wind,
And so your dancing steps are-
Too fast that always I find.
Your presence burnt the fire
Deep inside my soul,
The detrimental fire burnt me up
My thoughts even in a whole!
I could not think anything
Except you! Only you-
Just beside me,
Soothing and compassionate-
Your tender touch entire!
That’s what I want now!
I turned to look at you,
Didn’t see! Where were you?
I shouted, when I couldn’t see!
Moaning and desperate,
My harsh ancient desire.
Where are you? Please come!
Do you want to kill me?
Without you I am dying;
You cruel! Why don’t you see?
All on a sudden you came out from the
Midst of the holy dark,
Still burning like the fire!
Your eyes were shining and glowing,
Also with the same desire!
You took my hands,
And embrace me,
And my whole entity!
In your tender arms,
Suddenly I found that-
Here is my destiny.
I could not control myself,
I was growing crazier,
Step by step but so rapid!
You also leant on me,
And breathing bit slower!
Your eye sight became vapid.
Suddenly I lost myself,
And control my passion!
You made me like this,
With the edge of your expression.
That time I didn’t find myself,
And even forgot where I am!
Lost completely in the brunches
Of your love and thus-
Could not remember anything more!
I entered deep into your love,
And I just lost the door!
You hold me tight-
But it was not suffocating,
When I looked at you,
I even forgot breathing!
For few moments-
We really lost ourselves,
Far away from this world.
Don’t know where it is,
But could not prevent,
And we also lost our words.
I tried to hold you,
And wanted to saw you beside me.
But where did you go?
Leaving me alone?
I became mad again,
Without seeing you.
And truly I felt like a man dead,
When I saw the water mark,
Just in the middle of my bed.

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10th December 2009

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