Ready To Die part 1

I can feel you and I can hear you
Deep inside in my eardrum
Your voice is pounding
How time has elapsed its journey
Without any sign,
I feel like I was born to be damaged
When everythin’ had departed
Everyday every night I’m insane..
[Verse: 2]
My life is numb, no o0ne thumps
Questions jump here and there
You got the mere idea, IDK
Ain’t I good for you?
Hadn’t I cared you?
I even lament for my unholy words
Which ever I’d said
Now, I’m arch for you,
Un-natural life crew
Or if you screw my thoughts
Betrayal pulverizes me off
Punched me as dough
Hell is the love
I feel like I was born in the life
Of misanthropy
I’m sure; baby..
I’m ready to live now eternal life