How time has passed....I still think of you

Today marks a moment I never thought would be a part of my past
It marks a moment I wish I didn't live yet could not image living without
Its takes me back to a moment I thought I was truly and completely happy
It takes me to a time I wish I could experience everyday of my life

The harsh reality is that moments are very much like tidal waves
they come and go without warning and if your lucky you may just catch a great one
This is what I thought I had done by finding you
The reality simply was that i didn't really know where I was or who I was
This is simply stating that I didn't know how to keep you so I had no other just but to let go

I often times wonder if my life would be better with you still in it
As the old adage goes "I guess we will never really know"
Its this lack of knowing that always me to push forward everyday
For it makes me, more so drives me to gain it back

For I don't know what true bliss may be this is very true
But what I do know is that the moments we spent were moments I wouldn't give up for anything
I do wish you well my "Jelly Bean" but on this day, a day of reflection
I will decide to pray for you wherever you are and wish you the happiness and joy you deserve

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