Trusting in the silence is the path I’ve taken
My bleeding mind decays with every thought
I wonder if this is a phase or if I’ve been forsaken
Can’t stop wondering what If I would have never loved
Days pass without any change
I have a drink and it tastes the same
I give up into the purgatory of my life……times have changed
How deeply I’ve fallen, my world is made of clay
How I loved the silence
Now I live for the sound of a voice
I can’t hear it anymore, its all dead silence
I become numb by my own choice
Why am I fading away?
I can’t see my reflection anymore
I see the transparency of my pain
I face it everyday but it consumes me more and more…..
I don’t dream anymore, just visions of my grave
I can’t control a second of the day
The more I breathe the more I suffer everyday
When did everything become so gray
I’m tired of running, and so tired of falling
I am numb without having your love to heal me
Without anyone to hear me……..
I will remain quiet and broken