Watch how I screw this up
b4 anything happens,
watch how I ruin what
might potentially be something.
Watch how I underestimate
the power of speech,
Watch how I do this
with the easiest of ease.
Why is it that it’s
easy for you to avoid me,
why is it that I
sit back and let it happen to me.
Why is it that I
want you close to me.
You make me feel
like there’s something to be learnt,
you make me feel
like there’s more to me.
Why do I watch you
as I push you away;
Will I find love with you,
or will love continue to stray away.
A kiss on my head lets me know you still care*