I don't know how or why,
or whenexactly it happened,
but i fell for you
that's when i hit rock bottom
i felt my heart shatter
we were a restricted thing
knowing that we were breaking the rules
gave me such a rush
it brought me up to a climax
i had never reached before
and this new feeling
was exciting and exilerating
but also very scary
then the weekend was over
and you were gone
in my head each night in bed
i played little scenarios
where we would meet again
my dreams gave me hope,
something to look forward too
something that inspired me
and when we travelled the distance
to see each other
even for a day
our paths would meet
Right up to this moment
I believed that there was a chance
that this could happen
but who am i trying to convince
you got involved with someone else
and I dont have any room for you in my life
if only i would have known
how impossible it has become
to forget about you
then i would never have gotten involved
i would never have stayed back
i would have put up a wall
and protected my heart
i would have controled myself
but i ddnt know
so now im left here
fucked over
tryin to stop the pain
trying to fight the migrain
pounding at my head
now i am left here heartbroken.