Heart Broken

I don't know how or why,

or whenexactly it happened,

but i fell for you

that's when i hit rock bottom

i felt my heart shatter

we were a restricted thing

knowing that we were breaking the rules

gave me such a rush

it brought me up to a climax

i had never reached before

and this new feeling

was exciting and exilerating

but also very scary

then the weekend was over

and you were gone

in my head each night in bed

i played little scenarios

where we would meet again

my dreams gave me hope,

something to look forward too

something that inspired me

and when we travelled the distance

to see each other

even for a day

our paths would meet



Right up to this moment

I believed that there was a chance

that this could happen

but who am i trying to convince

you got involved with someone else

and I dont have any room for you in my life

if only i would have known

how impossible it has become

to forget about you

then i would never have gotten involved

i would never have stayed back

i would have put up a wall

and protected my heart

i would have controled myself

but i ddnt know

so now im left here

fucked over

tryin to stop the pain

trying to fight the migrain

pounding at my head

now i am left here heartbroken.

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