im stuck and i cant get out
i feel like im climbing
higher and higher,
hoping, dreaming to reach the surface
i keep trying to convince myself
but in truth deep down
i know ill continue climbing
im always trying
im always hoping
that ill reach the top
that the climb up isnt endless and hopeless
that maybe sometime soon things will change
that my efforts will have paid off.
i find myself frustrated
frustrated at the thought
that change isnt in the books of our futur
and i am faced with a choice
and choice that troubles me
but mostly frustrates me