Misery

I hate it when people tell me their life is messed up

It makes me so mad because they have no cuts to cover up

I wonder if they know what it's like to be depressed, angry and sad at the same time

Or what it feels like to pretend like everything is always fine

Yea, I have friends, who doesnt?

I trust them with my problems when I shouldn't

My best friend knows all of my problems, I think I overwhelmed her

I'm really sorry, I didnt mean to, I wouldnt want to hurt her

I think I'm the one who feels overwhelmed sometimes, don't you?

I really think I need someone to talk to

Theres this one guy

But can I trust him?

He's got problems too, thats why I like him

Why doesnt anything feel real but pain?

I hate the way the world works, it's like a game

The worst part is that some people think I'm messed up

But I'm not

I believe in God, really I do

But if God can hear me then why can't he help me out of this misery?

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