I hate it when people tell me their life is messed up
It makes me so mad because they have no cuts to cover up
I wonder if they know what it's like to be depressed, angry and sad at the same time
Or what it feels like to pretend like everything is always fine
Yea, I have friends, who doesnt?
I trust them with my problems when I shouldn't
My best friend knows all of my problems, I think I overwhelmed her
I'm really sorry, I didnt mean to, I wouldnt want to hurt her
I think I'm the one who feels overwhelmed sometimes, don't you?
I really think I need someone to talk to
Theres this one guy
But can I trust him?
He's got problems too, thats why I like him
Why doesnt anything feel real but pain?
I hate the way the world works, it's like a game
The worst part is that some people think I'm messed up
But I'm not
I believe in God, really I do
But if God can hear me then why can't he help me out of this misery?