"Vitrified Heart"

by Jeph Johnson


What do you do with your vitrified heart

When your life has collapsed and is falling apart?

Gilded in layers of pain that feels real

But shouldn’t exist when I’m there to heal

How do you move when you’re trapped in a daze?

Dead ends everywhere in a monotony maze

Blood never flows from a ceramic heart

We were thrown in the kiln, unready to part

Pliable, soft and ready to be mended

Relationships, like sculpted art are intended

Stagnation can never wash away strife

For without a pulse to circulate life

The heart harbors hurtfulness and hardens to glass

And we never again can reclaim our past

I may never again hold that place in your heart

The person you thought I was at the start

But what will it take to feel free again?

Closure and renewal and me as your friend.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

for Camille, 2009 

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