Tainted, Tattered, and Torn



I used to have a simple life

There was no loneliness to fight

No longer my face is a pretty sight

I will prove that I am right

Through the gates of hell and darkest of nights

Why did you stop and stare

Was it because your secret I chose to bare

Your feelings tell me you don’t care

So then I stay longer, or don’t I dare

This isn’t a day at the fair

Undecided and unforgiven you shall stay

In case you were wondering GET OUT OF MY WAY

There will be a day

Where I shall lock myself away

And finally put my soul to rest

This will be my sacred test

Taking away the hatred from my breast

Forever I shall detest

The last night I was with you

My soul enraged my blood stained blue

Thinking to myself my heart was true

But now I must run from you

Hell has frozen over again

No I will never join you friend

This has become our end

Everything to lose

No other option to choose

Tired of being abused

Tired of being used

Tired of getting a bruise

This is the battle I fight in my mind

Maybe forever if not all time

All my blood became your shrine

As I hear your high pitched whine

I knew you are only worth as much as swine

Drink of my essence it’s all I have left

You stole my soul a wasteful theft

Take the sword from the ground

Let my screams be a pleasant sound

Kill me so I don’t come around

My death is the pleasant sound

Let my screams echo through your ears

As you slice me to pieces release your fears

Show me the hate you’ve been hiding through all the years

Please don’t worry about it my dears

After all the voices in his head is not all he hears

No I’m not lazy

I’ve released my heart and now I’m going crazy

Now everything has gone hazy

I was never anyone’s baby

I have no way out

I’m forgetting what life was about

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