"Shades of Heaven"

Shades of Heaven {Josh's Smile}





A day celebrated in Red

colored by fire and love

yet this Valentine's Day

will always be remembered

in Shades of Heaven

the passing of a beautiful young man

through gates painted white with warmth

Only fitting that we gather as family

on an evening shaped in the beauty of a heart

and now,

forever carved in the precious memory

of Josh's smile.



Seventeen years

and this coach was blessed with nine of them

Never enough

Not ever enough

but I was lucky to have so much more

than a field of dreams

I had the gift

of friendship

love

respect

The Gift of Josh.



I believe he was born with wings

and for reasons why

which we struggle to find

God brought him home Sunday morning to fly.



Tomorrow we plant the seeds of an Angel

to grow

to spread

to soar

This world with beautiful

and in every spring and summer night

when you see a young person make a catch

a throw

get a big hit

Take a look at the glow in the air

you'll see something special

The Wings of an Angel

wrapped around their smile

yes,

You'll see Josh

he's beautiful.



BG









I went home to Dawn's last weekend, on Sunday morning

I got one of those phone calls that start out with the

dreaded "I've got bad news" Josh had died in a car wreck just before 1am that morning... Josh was 17, and very special... I was his first baseball coach when he was 9, he soaked

everything up, you could see it in his eyes, feel it in his heart, and he went on to become one of the area's best catcher and pitcher, but even more than that, Josh was a terrific human being... He use to come over to the house and watch wrestling pay per views, even when I wasn't home LOL I took him one year out of town for sectional all stars because his parents couldn't... He pitched one of the best games of his life in the first game, it was something special to watch... As a coach, you're blessed with many special kids in your life, and then there are some who become a part of your life forever, Josh was one of those... I have been asked to speak at the service tomorrow, it won't be easy, I hope they have patience for my tears... *on a sidenote, I did speak, there were over a thousand people at the church service for Josh, I did speak, it still brings tears, quite a testament to how much he meant, and means to so many to the surrounding community that over a thousand people showed up to pay their respects to one of the finest young men I have ever known... Stay with me Josh, I love You...

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