its a cruel irony that you should come to love me now
when I'm unable to love you equally back
its cruel as well to think we could be together
when we really know we can't and all because of some
stupid pact
is love an accurate term to use
or is it of like many
a past excuse
if only we could find a foot hold of common ground
on which to stand
a place to stop and thoroughly through this faint
feeling think
a time to reach out and hold one another' s lonely
hand must we forget all the good times that have
somehow become blurred by all the bad
I now fully believe in the trite saying that one can
never go back nor capture what one so long ago once had
its always different
brought on strongly by the hateful hands of time
give me just a moment alone to kiss this sad feeling
of incredible loss goodbye
and maybe by starting with today we can start a fresh
if we so much as dare to try
I'm not so certain though if I can live with the old
numbing feelings of bitterness, betrayal and remorse
but in the secret region of my soul
love has replanted itself to become the superior
driving force so you and I must learn to nurture
and guard this precious grand feeling and destroy
in the process
the aging deep seated hate
if each of us could overcome the age old obstacle
once again we can safely and accurately call the
other this lifetime's soul mate..................
( written March 25, 1992 am)