I WANT.
I FEEL LIKE I’M THE LOST LITTLE GIRL
TRAPPED INSIDE MYSELF WITH NO WAY
OF PAIN. MY FEELINGS AND THOSE HORRFIING
MEMORIES THAT WILL IN BEDING EVERYTIME
I SEE A CERTAIN THINGS THAT REMINDS OF HORRFIING MEMOREY A PART OF ME WANTS TO RUNWAY AND NEVER LOOK BACK AT THIS COUNTY OR PLACE I JUST FEEL SO LOST I FEEL LIKE THE ONLY
THING I HAVE IS MY FOUR WALLS IN MY ROOM
TO STARE AT NIGHT AFTER NIGHT AND DAY AFTER DAY AS ALWAYS!! GOD KNOWS I JUST WANT TO BE ABLE TO GO OUT WITH MY FRIENDS FOR ONCE LIKE EVERYBODY ELSE DOES WITHOUT ALL THE SPEECHES AND DRAMA FROM MOMA. I WANT GO A DATE WITH A REALLY RESPECTABLE GUY WITHOUT EVERYBODY IN MY FAMILY “YOU’RE GOING TO GET RAPED” BUT MOST OF I WANT TO KNOW THAT I’VE FULLED GOD’S PLAN AND HIS DESTINEY HE PUT ME HERE TO FFILL UNTILL MY LAST DAY THIS DAY THIS ON EARTH.