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???????????????? (Who Am I)
The end result of once laid.
The product of decisions you made.
The remnant of a past life had.
Your forever connection to my dad.
What is it you expect from me?
When you look into my face
What do you see?
Or should I ask who?
Why do you treat me like you do?
Did I burst your bubble
When I broke your water?
Am I a dissapointment
Instead of your daughter?
Can you answer the next time you yell?
Maybe you already have
And I just couldn't tell.
Couldn't read between the lines of your screaming.
Holla a little louder next time
And I'll try harder to get your meaning.
Or maybe I already did.
Rolling my eyes helps
Helps me keep my anger hid.
I don't like being treated like dirt.
The fact that you're my mother
Causes it all to hurt
That much more.
I'll be soooooo glad when I'm grown.
I'm leaving here
And leaving you ---- ALONE!
Sometimes I hate you so much!
You make me sick enough to throw up.
You won't even let me have a friend.
Are you jealous?
Is that the reason you call me lesbian?
And what's the deal with my skin?
Is tasty dark chocolate too bitter for you?
Maybe it's your justifacation
For what you put me thru.
You know you're my role model,
My example for living.
HAH! Who are we kidding!
You wouldn't be my mom
If I had a choice.
I would tell you that
But I don't have a voice.
Or any positive option
At this time.
Is it too late for adoption?
When I'm here I'm wishing
I was somewhere else.
I know that you are wishing
I was somebody else.
Too bad!
Instead of using it as a threat,
Why don't you let me go live with my dad?
Maybe then I could be happy.
Feel like I belong to a family.
I know my dad loves me.
What is it you expect
When you look into my face?
Are you punishing me
For invading your space?
Did I burst your bubble
When I broke your water?
In case you didn't know
I AM YOUR DAUGHTER!
