i died

I died but nobody knows

I´m just like a blank

wanted I to accomplish my goals

but I sank

 

 

 

I died in the past

killed myself

I´ve burnt my chest

as my words were written on the shelf

 

 

 

I wonder if you remember

my face, my laugh

or were they vanished in september

and nothing is left

 

 

 

have I known the shore

did I have a wife

wanted I more

from my painfull life

 

 

 

I died at night 

only now I can smile

no more reasons to fight

nor to live in denial

 

 

 

of my opportunities I can´t complain

i just wanted to kill me

life brought me pain

I hope death can heal me

 

 

 

I died on a dream,

or in a poem of the sea

I now can scream,

 since im free

 

 

 

I died on a whisper, 

on the blinking of an eye

now on I will not shiver

nor will I live a lie

 

 

 

how many years it took

for me to be me

find that eternal look

and fly like a bee

 

 

 

I died but now I breathe

for, now I have more air than I´ve ever had

this is what I need

no, I´m not sad

 

 

 

I used to look at the stars

and pretend it was okay

nobody could heal my scars

until my dying day

 

 

 

I died and made world better

gave it a light

wrote my last letter

and drew a perfect night

 

I died within the lines

created to pretend

I wasn´t stuck in the mines

and my pain had an end

 

 

my moon fails to shine

my heart, to beat

bloody wine

I only need heat

 

 

I died alone

having only my love

dreams now are gone,

dripping of my blood

 

 

I never gave nobody a rose

I´ve cut my inside

I´ll never kiss your nose

nor find out what you hide

 

 

I died on a clinic

I was too depressed

stood I for a minute

with my chest fully compressed

 

 

I wish I had someone

before slitting my throat

to be my sun,

to make me happy, to help me to float

 

 

I died in anger

searching for my glare

for you I was a stranger

and you dont care

 

 

I died on on the flames of the fire

I died when I spoke

choked you my desire,

but me you wanted to choke

 

 

I´ve dreamt of killing 

because I wanted you by my side

confusing feeligns

I  just wanted you to open your arms wide

 

 

I had been sick for a long time

but you couldnt see

commited I this crime

drowned myself ont he sea

 

I died, you killer!

you killed me that day

made me iller

saw I, than, a sky so gray

 

I could wish a kiss

and dream of a hug

from all things I´ll miss

none of them will be love

 

it´s not because it´s not real

nor because it´s bad

only because others coulnd´t feel

the love I had

 

I died because I´ve dreamt

of a beautiful girl

to her, letter I´ve sent

unfortunately, she was not from this world

 

at least she´d hug

and glance

she´d love me

and dance

 

I could touch her skin

I wouldn´t make her sad

she was a dream

dreams were all I had

 

was I a girl?

or a guy?

was I the world?

no, I was just a lie

 

I died though wasnt alive

I was just a ghost

I didn´t survive

the attack of what I loved the most

 

I never had a daughter

never will see someone grow

my life was a disorder

covered with a bloody snow

 

I died in the act of violence

people thought I was mad

 they demanded my inside to be in silence

I chose to be dead

 

voices I´ll always hear

from a hurt lady

she screams and stumbles in fear

her pain made me

 

think and write

so I could look at her eyes,

feel alright,

but she was a star in the farthest skies

 

I died on my own trip

to paradise

saw your face while I was assleep

and I didnt wake up, what a surprise!

 

I died holding your hand

watching the wind blow your hair

I died on that wonderland

lighten by your glare

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