"by reason and Insanity"

You pass by me, like a complete stranger, i cant ignore this hurt i feel, cant bear my eager
i urge to see you, my thirst to have you, i need to feel you, you are the heart of my desire
Time seems to stop, as i lay my head, on my pillow; as i dream of you, of the times we shared
i cant stop crying, my tears in sorrow; i cant hold on to the memories, i'm flared

enthusiasm, my ardors of happiness; the passion, the admiration, our endless devotion
fervor, the heat, and our madness; where did that go, how could that love simply get broken!!!
My broken wings can not now mend, who'll hold my hand, who'll protect me, and  be my shelter?
to be happy, i can no more pretend, to whome shall i write my poems and my letters?

I look toward me, in my mirror, i wonder how i reached this far
i sound insane, crazy, so stupid, i cry my pains to the stars
illogical, regrettable, grievance and fear, i cant understand my misfortune
i wish the time would pause for a moment, to that moment i have craven!

i would have fought for you, once again, and win your presence by my side
i would have kept you here with me, forever and for always, despite my pride
you said you WILL, when i simply asked you, will you still love me tomorrow?
you said you'll always be for me, you said you'll love me in pleasantness and in sorrow

You were my choice by reason, and insanity, my dreams for always, for eternity
You were my home, my love and loyalty, my happy breeze, you were my dignity
now we are departed, my life is aimless, since i knew we're no more one
ever since then, i live in the darkness, my pathetic life, just lacks the sun

i pass by you, we simply glance, like we've never agreed, to be husband and wife
why dont we take a second chance, to gain again, a happy life???
i'll never regret the days we've had, i'll never forget the beauty of your soul
maybe its true, we're not what truely is meant to be, i wish in love i didnt fall

View free_spirit's Full Portfolio