Once again i was mislead.
wonderful thoughts were placed in my head.
then i was pushed,
down into the gravel.
looking at myself in my own shadow.
tryin to figure out this puzzle undone.
like a crime scene unsolved,
the suspect is no one.
i go back wondering,
what am i here for?
when every chance i get to be happy,
just goes up in flames and adds to the sore.
a gaping wound in the center of my heart.
flying through the air as it pierces me,
like a dart.
i am mistaken for by deceit,
and hidden from the truth.
my smiles shine out from the clouds,
but dissolve quickly, like a child's youth.
i am so lonely,
and lost without ambition.
But as i search for happiness,
it always comes up missing.
i am not asking for pitty or attention.
i guess i just want someone to be with,
someone that will listen.