Do you care to read this note that i bleed,
A note that i write, but cannot bare to read.
what am i to do with all this pain?
why do i choose to hold on and struggle and strain?
i wish it was that easy to just throw away my feelings.
cause all of the open wounds started teh process of healing.
i don't just say that i like you, that i care.
i say it cause i mean it, i say it cause it's there.
the knife in my heart
has just been pushed deeper.
all because i wanted to stay
and just couldn't leave her.
all becuase of the insecurities
that are in my life.
all because of each tear of pain
that lies inside my eye.
i wish i can change the past,
so i don't have to hurt.
but it's just not that easy,
my face is still a foot deep in dirt.
i was just about to be happy,
and was realizing i was loved.
i just had no catch,
from that emotional type of glove.
if there is anything i want,
it is just to be with someone.
a someone who will be understanding,
when i seem to have problems.