Note of Insecurity

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Do you care to read this note that i bleed,

A note that i write, but cannot bare to read.

what am i to do with all this pain?

why do i choose to hold on and struggle and strain?

i wish it was that easy to just throw away my feelings.

cause all of the open wounds started teh process of healing.

i don't just say that i like you, that i care.

i say it cause i mean it, i say it cause it's there.



the knife in my heart

has just been pushed deeper.

all because i wanted to stay

and just couldn't leave her.

all becuase of the insecurities

that are in my life.

all because of each tear of pain

that lies inside my eye.

i wish i can change the past,

so i don't have to hurt.

but it's just not that easy,

my face is still a foot deep in dirt.



i was just about to be happy,

and was realizing i was loved.

i just had no catch,

from that emotional type of glove.

if there is anything i want,

it is just to be with someone.

a someone who will be understanding,

when i seem to have problems.

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